Monday, May 19, 2008
well.
you told me we can be good frens again.
but still.
i felt the distance between us.
it really hurts to tink about it.
welp!
i tried to care for u yet u ignore it.
but i can see others care for u yet u din ignore.
i dunno but felt lost.
you've became an important fren of mine.
well. seriously.
IMPORTANT!!!
i cant bear to lose tis great fren.
is there anything i could do?
my world is twisted.
my skies had darken.
and i am nothing more den a mere zombie now.
i've lost interest in life.
its been a long time since i heard "bunny! did you forget to eat carrot today?"
i'll be happy to hear those again but now i dun tink so.
well.
if i done something wrong and i dun realise it.
pls tell me.
i'm willing to change as long as i can sustain tis frenship yawh?
welp.
i feel like pouring my hearts out.
and im-explosive person who bottles up all the emotion will soon go crazy.
i dun wanna get crazy but i wanna die.
release from this painful world.
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 4:25 AM
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
WELL!
I TRIED TO CARE FOR HER MAN!
BUT SHE DIN UNDERSTAND IT! EVEN APPRECIATE!
PLS.
FRENS!
STOP PESTERING ME ABOUT HER.
I GOT SO FELT UP TAT I DUN WANNA BE WIF HER ANYMORE.
I WANNA KILL MYSELF!
IM UNDER STRESS IN SKOOL.
YET MY MOM AND "HER" IS GIVIN ME STRESS!
I CANT REALLY TAKE IT LIAO!
GOODBYE FRENS.
JUX PRETEND IM DEAD...
DUN CALL ME OR MEET ME UP.
WAT I OWN U ALL I WILL TRY MY BEST TO PAY BACK.
PLUS THE BIKE IM STIL WANTING IT.
SO DUN WORRY ABOUT IT.
I WONT BE GOING OUT WIF U ALL ANYMORE....
I WILL GO BACK TO MY FORMAL LIFE WIF MY TAPWATER`Z
GOOD BYE FRENS AND TOU MING ZHUANG.
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 5:46 AM
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Friday, February 08, 2008
chinese new yr!
wat a wonderful festive where childrens get their ang bao and visit their relative.
well.
haven bai nian much bahx.
yesterday slp the whole day cox im jux too tired!
slp till around 8 plus wake up makan abit den go out wif dest they all.
we go to seletar first.
den after tat drive to thomson to makan.
well.
receive abit of ang bao only.
MORE AND MORE ANG BAO PLS!!!
hope i can get at least $200
den can save it for yonghan's birthday.
hahahs
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 11:33 AM
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Saturday, February 02, 2008
my blog is gettin real smelly these days yea? lols.
anyway.
did really badly for my o's
so disappointed.
my prelim i got L1R5-18points
den my o's got L1R4-33
it was like "WTF!!!"
i asked my teachers abt it.
den she say mayb it due to my scribbling handwritin.
im so disappointed man!
anyway.
my plan for the future!
"sign on for navy under the sponsership for ITE
every month receive $700-$1000 allowance.
after my ITE higher nitec for wireless technology.
i get into navy for 6yrs which my monthly pay will get around 1400$
den after 6yrs of service,they give me a lump of money.
use it to start a business.(hope will be a success)
den live my life throughout tis business.
well. tats great!
i've got no time to waste le!
anyway.
if i had a partner.
tat will be great too!
&& i need to find a girlfren now.
i gotta spend my time while i can.
if not go in 6yrs will be a living hell for me!
heh.
WORK WORK WORK!
FOR MONEY AND FUTURE!
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 1:42 AM
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
im back im back!
its rather pretty up here. =D i love the scenery
tis is day two!
our background seems fake lo.
be4 we get goin. stay up for some pics!
at the quarry lake! its so nice!
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we stayed at a chalet man!its so nice!but kinda disappointed wif the rooms.kinda small.hehanyway.the chalet wasnt bad.its so fun!day1
we reach there first.settin up our tings and off we goes!play!i din wan to play cox its kinda hot outside so i stayed at the chalet.luckily the whole chalet was air-conditioned.so i sit around playin my psp while dest and my sis go to the nearby pool to swim.nah!swimmin was a bad idea!after which we go explore the whole island!we found many place which has a good scenery.whoa!i love it!its my dream to see all these.i would tour the whole world if i could!to enjoy the scenery!heh.after which huiwen and her gang reach.take her to our chalet.and poof!cozy time!we prepared tings for our steamboat and huiwen they all explored the island.but only chengkok and ah cai go explore only.if so fun lo.after the steamboat we played blackjack.i win the most!!!heh!so pro!can go macau play liao. =Pday2played alot at there.din slp well!i slp around 4plus like tat la.den wake up at 8plus like tat.so tired tat day.but when i see the sunlight im refreshed!we go out to the harbour to find some food to eat. plus lookin for someting to do.den we decided to rent a bike to cycle around.we then head out to many places.cycle around 3hrs like tat.day2 was quite a boring day la.but we had fun!huiwen they all siao de!afternoon liao stil slp de.den nvm.we go out hav some food during the evening time.but 1 ting is bad abt the island!it is healthy de!no sellin of cig!wth!but nvm la.stop for a few days.wont kill.anyway.we cycled to a beach at the far north of it,we found a fresh coconut.but dest used his bare hand to open it!wth lo!anyway.the juice is kinda sweet.hahaha!
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 2:23 PM
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
tis is personally dedicated to my GAN-MEI zhiqi.
u noe wat?
after i come back frm my chalet.
i found out tat u r not happy.
cheer up alrites?
always tell me to smile.
so u mux do the same!
i dun really noe wat happened.
cox im always not updated abt tings.
but no matter wat u stil mux stay positive to face the problem.
remember!
dun carry the burden all by urself.
u stil hav those great frens like u mention at ur blog to help share ur pain!
nobody likes tis feelins too!
but frens are made out to share!
ur feelins and ur problems too!
i felt sad for u too leh.
i wished tat u were happy all along! =)
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 2:33 PM
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Monday, November 26, 2007
my INTERNET IS DOWN!
WILL BE UPDATIN SOON IF IM NOT WRONG.
SkY_sAiNt updated @ 5:26 AM
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